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01 - Stronger Than U

You never broke my bones
But sometimes I wished you would
So I’d have something to prove
And I could leave you for good

Always knowing where to hurt
Make me question what I see
The target of a well-aimed word
Undermine my grip on reality

I know I’m stronger now – I’m stronger than you
You tried to make me doubt everything that I knew
You tried to steal my power – that’s something you would do
I know I’m stronger now – I’m stronger - I’m stronger than you

So many strong women I know
End up in this mess
With men who can only feel equal
By making a woman feel like less

Less assured and less happy
Racked by insecurity
Searching for an explanation
To help you deny your desperation

I know I’m stronger now – I’m stronger than you
You tried to make me doubt everything that I knew
You tried to steal my power – and my dignity, too
I know I’m stronger now – I’m stronger - I’m stronger than you

Isolated from your friends
Completely at your wits’ ends
He says it’s love but it’s control
And you’ve surrendered it in full

I know I’m stronger now – I’m stronger than you
No one can make me doubt all the things that I knew no no no
No one can steal my power – no one, not even you
I know I’m stronger now – I’m stronger - I’m stronger than you

© 2018 Ginger Wade and Patrick Korn


02 – Ashes (Only a Cat)

What would I do with your ashes?
Put them in a tiny cup up on a shelf?
Don’t think you had a favorite place and even if you did
You never once told me where it is

I can’t scatter you to the wind
Or drop your urn into the waves
Get you stuffed like a hunting trophy, hang you on the wall
Don’t even have a garden where I’d dig you your own grave

I could paint the heavens purple
Line the streets with solid gold
Send a thousand cheerleaders out in a parade
Have a giant statue made for pilgrims to pray at –
Nothing I can do now will ever bring you back
Nothing I can do now will ever bring you back

Drinking my coffee alone here in my bed
Wondering how it went so wrong so fast
Did the best I could to try and make it good
But nothing I can do now will ever change the past

Coming home to an empty apartment
Can’t believe that you’re no longer here
Put your things into the bin but your ghost still lingers everywhere
Longing to hold you and stroke your silky hair

I could paint the heavens purple
Line the streets with solid gold
Send ten thousand soldiers out on a brigade
Build a giant temple and start a new religion –
Nothing I can do now will ever bring you back
Nothing I can do now will ever bring you back
And please don’t tell me it was only a cat

 

03 - Feed Your Demons
I won’t feed your demons - I got enough here of my own
Fought so hard to shake ‘em off, I’ve been shaken to the bone
I won’t feed your demons - that fight is up to you
Live in doubt or cast them out, what you gonna do?
I won’t feed your – not gonna bleed for
Won’t feed your demons

There’s something that torments you, it’s eating you inside
A beast that will not let you go, the past you can’t deny
You try to run away and flee or drown it in more sin
Pills or booze, it ain’t no use, the demon stays within

I won’t feed your demons - I got enough here of my own
Fought so hard to shake ‘em off, been shaken to the bone
I won’t feed your demons - that fight is up to you
Live in doubt or cast them out, say what you gonna choose?
I won’t feed your – not gonna bleed for
Won’t feed your demons

I wish that I could save you pain, protect you from your fears
Stay by your side and be your guide ‘til the darkness disappears
But I have fought my battles, walked through fire and I got burned
A tourist in hell, repeating myself – the same mistakes until I learned

I won’t feed your demons - I got enough here of my own
Fought so hard to shake ‘em off, been shaken to the bone
I won’t feed your demons - that fight is up to you
Live in doubt or cast ‘em out, what you gonna choose?
I won’t feed your – not gonna bleed for
Won’t feed your demons

Every soul must make their peace with the demons of the past
Search for the truth or live with the noose, most folks take the easier path

I won’t feed your demons - I got enough here of my own
Fought so hard to shake them off, been shaken to the bone
No I won’t feed your demons - that fight is up to you
Live in doubt or cast them out, what you gonna choose?
No I won’t feed your – not gonna bleed for
Ain’t got no need for – not gonna heed your
Won’t feed your demons

 

04 Crappy Girlfriend

I hate to cook, can’t stand to clean
I’ll never do your ironing
Take all the blankets my side of the bed
Drink too much, leave you the tab

I stay out late playing with rock bands
Getting drunk with musicians
Sleep in late while you make breakfast
Eat the best part, leave you the rest

I don’t know why you put up with me
But I’m awfully glad that you do
‘Cuz a crappy girlfriend like me
Don’t deserve someone great like you

I laugh too loud, make raunchy jokes
Leave my guitars on the sofa
Flirt all night, tell you all about it
I’m hell on wheels, don’t you doubt it

I break it all and you can fix it
Do stupid things, I always risk it
Invite a bunch of unknown guests
Leave you to clean up all the mess

I don’t know why you put up with me
But I’m awfully glad that you do
‘Cuz a crappy girlfriend like me
Don’t deserve someone great like you

(La La La La La La La)

I don’t know why you put up with me
But I’m awfully glad that you do
‘Cuz a crappy girlfriend like me
Don’t deserve someone great like you


05 - Teeth & Claws

Got a devil deep inside me
I try to keep it tamed
The demons from my past
Disappointments and pain

All I’ve had and thrown away
The friends that I have hurt
My eyesight clouded by the smoke
Of the bridges I have burnt

You think I look so nice -- You think I look so sweet
But I’ve got a shadow side -- You don’t wanna meet
If you rub me the wrong way -- I can be a fiend – sharpen my claws
You don’t wanna feel my teeth - oooh ooh
You don’t wanna feel my teeth - oooh ooh
You don’t wanna feel my teeth

I try to leave it all behind
Create a life anew
But inside of me will always be
Scars of all I’ve been through

All I’ve had and thrown away
The lovers I have hurt
My eyesight clouded by the smoke
Of the bridges I have burnt

You think I look so nice -- You think I look so sweet
But I’ve got a shadow side -- You don’t wanna meet
If you rub me the wrong way -- I can be a fiend – sharpen my claws
You don’t wanna feel my teeth - oooh ooh
You don’t wanna feel my teeth - oooh ooh

Walked through the fire and came out on the other side
Thought I was weak but now I know I am strong
Don’t need you or any of your kind
‘Cuz nothing’ll ever make me go back again

You don’t wanna feel my teeth - oooh ooh
You don’t wanna feel my teeth
You don’t wanna feel my teeth

 

06 - Accident of Geography

I was born on the wrong side of the continental divide
Isolated, alone, outside the Eurozone
In a nation of brutes and deniers of the truth
Under siege, unheard, I built battlements of barbed words

An accident of geography
Some are born in bondage, others born free

You threw down your anchor on my barren shore
Crossed no-man’s land with a box of chocolates in your hand
Braved the Rottweilers and scaled the ramparts high
De-fused the landmines armed only with kindness

An accident of geography
An accident brought you here to me

Détente of the soul: I feel vulnerable and scared
The sun on my face, the warmth in the air
Small steps forward across the abyss
Open my lips to feel your kiss

Now they’re selling pieces of the wall in every shopping mall
The secret police disbanded, sent away empty-handed
But sometimes I wake at night paralyzed with fright
My papers are not in order, tomorrow I will be deported

An accident of geography
Who is an ally, who is an enemy
An accident, an accident
An accident of geography


07 - The Plague

We work - and we eat
We sleep - but don’t dream
Sit at the table alone side by side
Forgetting the words that will keep us alive
Forgetting to say what we’re feeling inside

We sit in the dark, let the TV talk for us
Singing the tragedy like a Greek chorus – the plague
The soundtrack of laughter comes out of a can
Drifting through days with nothing else planned – the plague

A short love – and a long death
Each day gone – a little bit less
Too late to say the words that could save
The habit of love at the end of the day
The things that we said that we no longer say

We sit in the dark, let the TV think for us
Singing the football scores like a Greek chorus – the plague
The ten o’clock news, it comes out of a can
Drifting through days with no other plans – the plague

We sold our souls for a flatscreen world
Is there life between all the adverts?
Looking through life in the gray side of the mirror – the plague


08 - Never Not Gonna

Never gonna end world hunger
Never gonna get to work on time
Never gonna learn to like Monday
I’ll never believe another word you say

Never gonna get rid of cockroaches
Or win over the capitalists
Never gonna write a rhyming song
And you’ll never admit you were wrong

No it’s not gonna happen
No it’s never gonna happen
Not gonna change my mind
Not gonna give you the time and let you do that to me again

The earth may get hit by an asteroid
The polar bears might make it through
The Middle East might find world peace
But I’m never ever coming back to you

No it’s not gonna happen
No it’s never gonna happen
Not gonna take your call
Not gonna make myself small and let you do that to me again

Why can’t I walk away?
Some crazy part of me still wants to stay

No it’s not gonna happen
No it’s never gonna happen
Not gonna change my mind
Not gonna give you the time and let you do that to me again

 

09 - Vegetarian Blues

I got a cheese sandwich baby
Ain’t got no meat between my bread
I got a cheese sandwich baby
It’s only cheese and lettuce instead
Since my lover man left me
It’s been so lonely in my bed

I got a cheese sandwich baby
It’s only bread, it ain’t no meat
I got a cheese sandwich baby
You know it ain’t no good to eat
Gonna go out and find me a lover
Gonna sweep me off my feet

Gonna go to that supermarket
Take a number, get in line
Step on up to that deli counter
Get a piece of somethin’ fine
My meat man’s got salami
He’s got ham, he’s even got roast beef
Gonna fill up my shopping basket
with things that’s good to eat

No more cheese sandwich baby
Now it’s all meat all the time
No more cheese sandwich baby
Now the eating’s mighty fine
My meat man he brings home the bacon
He shows me a good time

 

10 - Coroner's Office
When the coroner’s office calls you, it can only mean bad news
When the coroner’s office calls you it feels like you got to choose

Am I a victim or a saint, a villain or a thief?
Am I a terrible person ‘cuz I also feel relief?
So many times I wished that you were dead
But now that you’re gone, I cannot say I’m glad (I’m not glad)

When the coroner’s office calls you, it can only mean one thing
When the coroner’s office calls you, you think ‘bout what might’ve been

Oh how you loved to make drama, you loved to make a scene
With your director’s cut, you framed us all in
I played my role well until I finally had enough
And I made my escape, dramatic exit stage left (yeah I left)

And you don’t know all the things you meant to me
Now you’ll never know all the things you meant to me
The pain and the sorrow, the shame and the fear
Happiness and the joy, all those wasted years
Now you’re gone - now you’re gone

I had already lost and mourned you long before I received that call
You had returned to your mistress, your loyal friend alcohol

Yeah you told me you loved me and you always will
You told all of our friends how you loved me still
But you loved the drink more than you could love anyone
And the drink never loved you, did she ever love you in return? (no return)

And you don’t know all the things you meant to me
Even I didn’t know all the things you meant to me
Betrayal and anger, laughter and tears
Happiness and joy, we had a few good years
Now you’re gone - now you’re gone

And all of your plans
All your demands
All you wild schemes
And all your crazy dreams
Are gone

 

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01 Back & Forth
Back and forth I follow you
Run away, you follow me too
You’re in Spain and I’m in Rome
When we really both want to be at home
It’s a game I can only lose
Sooner or later I’ll have to choose

Running away from emotion
Trying to avoid my devotion

You send a postcard from New York
But I’m already in Bangkok
I chase you to another port
It’s a very dangerous sport
If I catch you all is lost
Better keep on running at all costs

Running away from emotion
Trying to escape my devotion
Where will it end?
Can’t we just stay friends?

La la la la la la la
It’s not what I want
It’s not what you need
Don’t want to get hurt
Don’t want you to leave

Running away from emotion
Trying to forget my devotion
Where will it end?
Can’t we just stay friends?


02 Bleaker Street
Sunset rises on Bleaker Street
Busloads of tourists coming to see
All the high-heeled hustlers and hip-hop queens
Cruisin’ the pavement looking for scenes

Follow me close, we can walk to the pier
Gaze at the river escaping from here
The night’s open wide with all possibility
Set ourselves free from the daily futility

On Bleaker Street - We’re chasing dreams

Sunrise sets down on Bleaker Street
Neon pizza shops turning their keys
In our IKEA coffins, oblivious sleep
While midtown landlords are counting receipts

Rouse yourself up, we can go to the river
Drinking our coffee we sit and we shiver
Counting the hours ‘til next weekend begins
And next Friday night we can do it again

On Bleaker Street – we’re chasing dreams

Can you spare any change? Can you spare any change?
Oh honey how you’ve changed…

 


03 Torch Song
Fight fire with fire
I got the urge to burn

Here I am again, finally found a home
The chaos is tamed, a tiny flicker of hope
Things are looking good, maybe even great
Got my ducks in a row, I got a full plate
The future’s looking bright, like another cliché
So why do I feel I wanna set it in flames?

I got the urge to burn – I got the urge to burn
I got the urge to burn, to torch it all down
Leave nothing but ash, burn it all to the ground
Fire can burn so bright, flame burns so pure
I know it ain’t right, I know it ain’t no cure

Fight fire with fire – fight fire with fire

So much to lose, so little to gain
A few hours of fun can bring a torrent of pain
Too many times before, not gonna do it again
It’s a battle of wills between my heart and my brain

I got the urge to burn – I got the urge to burn
Hovering on the edge, matchbox in my hand
Just give me a sign, I know where it will end
Fire can burn so bright, flame burns so pure
I know it ain’t right, I know it ain’t no cure

Fight fire with fire – fight fire with fire
I got the urge to burn – I got the urge to burn

 

04 Laugh at the Stars
Don’t cry cuz it’s over -- don’t cry -- don’t cry

When your world has been broken
And you can’t sleep at night
And your heart’s filled with aching
Feels you’ll never put right

Your friends are around you
But they can’t understand
How one person’s heart
Can feel so much pain

Remember the good times
Forget all the rest
Let go of the sorrow
Hold on to the best

Don’t cry cuz it’s over - when you can laugh that it happened
Your smile has more power than you will ever imagine
And you reached for the stars, you laughed at the sky
You win or you lose, you’ll never know why
You danced in the rain, you shared in the love
You’ve lived more of life than the angels above
Don’t cry -- don’t cry

Nothing lasts forever, not good or bad
Hold on to the memory of the joy that you had
In the dark of the night blow the sadness away
Look to the horizon for the new day

© 2019 lyrics Ginger Wade / music Ginger Wade and Paddy Korn

 


05 The Wrong Bus
I took the wrong bus this morning
The same bus as every day
A gloomy Wednesday morning
The streets were wet with rain

He got on at the next stop
Spewing bigotry and hate
Ugly words about foreigners
The riders looked the other way

Stand by in silence or speak up and shout
I search for the words but nothing comes out
Make a stand or look away
I search for words - don’t know what to say

She stood there with her baby
Trying not to cry
No one else said anything
No one else even tried

I want to help, to rescue her
I want to fight the good fight
And while I’m sitting and dreaming
Another woman’s by her side

She said what lousy weather
And she asked the baby’s age
And as they talked together
The man turned and walked away

I sat at my desk dying slowly
The shame stuck between my teeth
And all I can ask myself is
Why wasn’t it me? Why wasn’t it me?

 


06 Balloon Heart
You put me on a string
And pulled me all around
You tied me to your wrist
And showed me off so proud

I floated like a dream
Above your head I felt so free
I followed your every step
I was the star at your party

I got a balloon heart
I’m flying high when you’re around
Balloon heart
When you’re gone I hit the ground
Balloon heart -- balloon heart

Then came the sad day
Hung in the corner, losing my air
My heart began to sink
You forgot about me, you left me there

My balloon heart beats for you
You’ve moved on to the next birthday
I’m losing all my air
You think you can just throw me away

I got a balloon heart
I’m flying high when you’re around
Balloon heart
When you’re gone I hit the ground
Balloon heart -- balloon heart

And when you’re dead and gone
My plastic heart will linger on
‘Cause plastic never disappears
I’ll last another ten thousand years

 

07 Bad Habit
I’m tired of living a refugee life
Running just to live
Sick for a home that no longer exists
If such a place ever did

I’ve known you now for just three days
I’m praying maybe you can save me
From the way I sabotage myself
Seeking salvation in bed with someone else

(You’re my) bad habit….

Maybe this time things will be different
I promise to change my ways
I’ll try to be true not only to you
But also to myself

With a six-stringed hard-on solid wood
Nothing could ever be so good
As the fantasy film fest in my head
Dreaming of you, I’m in another man’s bed

(You’re my) bad habit….

It’s a bad habit but I can’t kick it
Keep running away but it comes with me
Shiver and shake like a wet dog
I got a bad habit…

I’m tired of living a refugee life
Running just to live
Givin’ away all the things should be mine
Nothin’ left to give

 

08 Safe Harbor
Love is a place where you got a safe harbor
Everybody needs a place they can be a part of
Soldier or sailor, lover or saint
Everybody needs a place where they can feel safe

Ladyboy hustlers out plying their trade
While dockworkers drinking away all their pay
They been building the cranes higher and higher
To unload the boats full of cheap shit from China

In the glass towers, the suits are all frantic
To earn money to buy all that cheap Chinese plastic
Down on the corner the punks beg for change
To buy beer and food for their dogs with the mange

Safe harbor - safe harbor

Down on the Kiez the whores come in clusters
In their parkas and boots dressed like ski instructors
The guerilla romantics set fire to the banks
The cops hose them down in their water-shooting tanks

Safe harbor - safe harbor

My guitar serenades you here out on the street
Singing this song ‘bout the people I see
The flood of humanity, the ebb and the flow
Washed up on the shores of this river of hope


09 Rescue Crew
Don’t take me down with you
I don’t wanna fall that hard
Can’t be your rescue crew
Had enough playin’ that part

She’s long and she’s loud and acts real proud
When she walks in the room she moves the crowd
She’s lean and mean and looks real cool
She makes you think she’s no one’s fool

But I know it’s all an act for her
I can see her sliding fast
I wish I could reach out to her
Can’t repeat the mistakes from my past


I know that’s what friends should be for
But where you’re now I was before
You grit your teeth and call it a smile
And pretend you’re not screaming inside

I’ve seen the bottom, I’ve hit that ground
And I’m afraid to slide back down
I can’t stand by and watch you fall
So I reach for you and risk it all

Rescue crew - Who needs who? - Rescue crew
Can’t be your rescue crew

Safety’s in the eye of the beholder
And when you crash it hurts
No one dies of a broken heart
But they say it can’t be cured

Don’t take me down with you
I don’t wanna fall that hard
Can’t be your rescue crew
Gonna shake your world apart

Rescue crew -- Who saves who? -- Rescue crew
Why don’t you save me too?


Ginger Wade – Guitar, Bass, Vocals
Stefan Adler – Drums, Mandolin
Kay Schielke – Saxophone on “Bleaker Street”

Recorded by Benji Schaub at YourMusic.Pro Studios
Rotenburg an der Fulda, Germany – March 2019

Cover photo Daniel Steinke / album cover design Boris Stoyanov

All songs copyright © 2019 Ginger Wade
except “Laugh at the Stars” © 2019 Ginger Wade and Paddy Korn
All rights reserved